drink until we forget why we're drinking.

just a couple things:

a) i'm still hungover.

b) i'mma miss your hugs.

c) i went to jeanette's, and it was a lot of fun. there were like 30 or 40 people there, lots of old friends. everyone cheered when i walked in; it was a good feeling to hear people telling me how excited they were that i was back. i wasn't expecting that. not like i thought people would be grossed out that i was home, but it really made me excited to reconnect with people i haven't spoken to or seen much of in the past year and a half. i think it'll be good to be closer to them. i'm sure you'll feel the same way when you get to oregon. you just have to force yourself to get over the shame and frustration of having to move back into your childhood home - LOL - and then you'll realize how nice it is to be near people that really missed you and care about you. and then, when you move back to california, you'll have the same feeling, because we will miss you so much, and will be so fucking happy that you're back. 

d) thank you for my miniature strawberry patch :)

e) thank you for being you.

- b