Welcome to Reality I guess.

I think I might have a nervous breakdown.

I understand that in the past I've been naive.

I've pretty much always separated myself from things I can't handle.

Well I've just moved back to what I can't handle. 

I always heard of my friends doing drugs and whatnot, but I was able to separate myself from that.

But when I go and hang out with one of my best guy friends and he goes and tells one of our mutual friends (while I'm in the room) that he smoked heroin this morning. I'm sorry. I cannot take that. That is something that I am SO not okay with and So cannot handle. What am I supposed to do with that information?! What am I supposed to do with this person?! 

I'm not equipped for this shit. What am I doing back here??